Seishirou had awakened early, after his usual dreamless sleep, and having
dressed, made coffee, and smoked the first cigarette of the day, he was
tending to his plants.
He took a certain pleasure in them. They were attractive to look at, and
he'd found that the twice-weekly ritual of grooming and watering had its
own benefits. That small amount of care was like a very minor meditation,
producing a subtle centering effect with almost no effort on his part. In
addition, seeing the plants thrive was a source of satisfaction for him,
especially since he'd challenged himself to use no magic in their care.
And he hadn't lost a single one yet, although it had been touch-and-go
with the two ferns.
He was examining those now, parting the fronds with gentle fingers as he
checked for dead or dying growth. They were his favorites--their airy
grace appealed to his sense of beauty--but they were also troublesome.
They were constantly threatening to shrivel up and die. It was the arid
heat in the apartment that did for them, he had discovered, but
humidifying trays and proper vigilance in watering seemed to be turning
the trick. Anyway, the ratio of dead shoots to green, living ones was
much improved: there were only a couple of brittle fronds, which he
picked off diligently. Both ferns were dry, though, as all the plants
seemed to be this morning...dry, and a bit dusty.
"Well, how about a shower?" he asked them. "Would you like that?"
He imagined they would like that very much. He scooped the ferns off the
spiral plant stand, and carried them into the bathroom. Rather than risk
dropping anything, he made a second trip back for the little inumaki at
the top of the stand. Humming off and on to himself, he pinched out a few
of its growing tips so as to encourage greater fullness, tucked it into
the crook of his arm, and went to gather the half-meter dieffenbachia
from the corner by the bed. He glanced out the window as he passed. It
certainly wasn't sunny, but at least it was brightish outside. The
cloud-ceiling was high and thin, a very pale pearly gray. A substantial
amount of snow had come down overnight: he could see the fresh layer of
whiteness mantling the low roofs opposite, although below him the street
cleaners had probably already reduced it to the usual thin brown sludge.
Leaving those two plants with the ferns, Seishirou went back to the
kitchenette to freshen up his now-lukewarm coffee, and also to collect
the ivy from the window there. As he poured out a new cup from the
coffeemaker, he eyed the happy little decorative pot that the florist
shop had sold the plant in. It was very cute, he thought, but one of
these days he was going to have to find something slightly
more...appropriate. The ivy could stand to be pinched back as well, but
he decided to leave it for now. Perhaps he could grow it long and train
it up the side of the window. It would be more pleasant to look at than
the wall of the neighboring building.... At least the large, nearly
floor-to-ceiling picture window in the bedroom did offer its expansive
view of sky and rooftops, and in the distance parts of downtown Tokyo. It
was one of the apartment's better features.
He took the ivy and his coffee into the bathroom, put the plant down with
its colleagues on the shower stall's white tile floor, and switched the
spray to a gentle setting. While the water pattered down onto the leaves,
he turned and looked back into the bedroom. That was another benefit to
having plants, he thought: even though these were few and mostly small,
they still managed to transform the energy of what without them was a
somewhat boxy room. They gave it a needed quality of life and vibrancy.
Still, it wasn't a bad apartment, only perhaps a little ordinary. He'd
lived in places he'd liked better, but this one sufficed for his needs.
And it did have what all real estate agents claimed was most
important--"location"--even if not every person would agree with him that
it did...it was distant from Tokyo's center, yes, but not inconveniently
far from mass transit, and it had the distinct advantage of absolutely no
kekkai in the vicinity, and thus little danger of earthquake or nearby
magical battle. That had been his major factor in choosing it. Even
Dragons needed to sleep, and having the roof fall on his head in the
middle of the night was not something he wanted to experience.
At one point he had been invited to join Kanoe and her children in their
lair, but of course he had declined. The thought of living under the
Government Building was amusing, but aside from that the idea did not
appeal to him at all. It most definitely set oneself up as a target.
Besides, he had always been a solitary hunter--it was his nature to be
so--and though he understood his role in the coming events precisely, he
did not consider involvement in the end necessarily to mean involvement
with the other Dragons of Earth. It certainly was not required that they
all live together. The Seals were doing that, and he was amazed they
hadn't killed each other off yet and saved the Angels the trouble.
It might have been fun to take Kanoe up on her offer though, just to see
how long he could hold out against the temptation to merge Yatouji
Satsuki's parts with her computer permanently. He had to chuckle at the
thought. Children, these days.... But the girl was very good at what she
did, and that was really what mattered.
As he saw it, the others would do their things, and he would do what he
was best at, and as long as no one got in anyone else's way it would all
be satisfactory.
The plants had probably had enough, and Seishirou turned off the shower
before too much dirt could wash out of the pots. He decided to leave the
plants there until they drained. Wandering out to the bedroom window, he
sipped at his coffee and gazed across the snowy rooftops toward the
distant view of skyscrapers.
No, not a bad place at all.... Of course, his favorite apartment had been
the one in Shinjuku, above the clinic. It had had so much space.
Walking into it had been like an act of liberation, like an indrawn
breath. But now those high rises made the area a deadly place to live,
and anyway he could not have stayed there after the conclusion of his
little bet with Subaru. He accepted that completely--it was simply one of
the minor inconveniences he'd had to deal with as a consequence of his
actions. Giving up veterinary practice was another. This enemy would
check animal hospitals first, knowing the little he knew, and one could
not hide a clinic. It would be ridiculous. As much as the novelty of
being hunted amused him, Seishirou did not intend to make things so easy
for the Sumeragi. He had found other ways to earn his living.
It was a pity, though. Using his patients as alternates had been such an
elegant solution to the problem of magical return. But of course, there
were a lot of other lives in Tokyo....
Thinking about Shinjuku and the clinic and the year of their bet,
Seishirou remembered the previous night's play under the cherry tree,
Subaru's weird behavior and his eventual collapse. He wondered if Subaru
had wound up spending the entire night out in the snow. His curiosity
tugged at him, insistent as usual, and he gave into it with a smile.
Focusing himself, he caught lightly at power, threw a faint thread of
seeing out toward the familiar locale of the sakura. For a place he knew
so well, it took no time or effort at all...no, Subaru was not there. So
he had come to his senses eventually and taken himself home--either that,
or someone else had found him and carried him off, which Seishirou
supposed could be possible. Still feeling inquisitive, Seishirou extended
his senses further, sweeping out across the city to where he knew Subaru
lived.
At a certain invisible boundary he stopped short, and with utmost care
began feeling for that well-known presence, for the answering touch of
his signs. The house where the Seals hid was warded exceptionally well,
its interlocking walls of warning and defense masked to all magical
perception, even his. At best, one might notice a sensation as of a flash
of sunlight or the shifting suggestion of a cloud: nothing solid or
certain, nothing that would draw the eye or the mind, but an indiscreet
touch would alert the will that had created it, and a direct attack would
unquestionably be met with violent return. Seishirou suspected it was the
work of the girl from Ise, and he admired its subtlety.
He wondered how Subaru would feel, though, if he knew that he was
Seishirou's entrance into this warded sanctuary: that the marks carved
into him were a way and a door through which Seishirou's farsight, at
least, could pass those secret walls. If this means of passage were not
potentially so useful, Seishirou would be tempted to let him discover it
just to study his reaction. However, that would be a terrible waste.
There was much that could be learned from watching these Seals, and
someday he would want to do far more than merely observe them. That flaw
in their protections would be invaluable then. Seishirou did not confuse
his play and his work; he would not throw away such an advantage for the
sake of his own amusement.
He was not sure precisely where the wards began and ended, but he knew
that they were not at this place where he was, and so he remained there,
sending that silent, most intimate call. Nothing answered, nothing opened
up to him within the wards. Subaru was not here, either.
His gaze soared up and away from that place, flashed back to his body
after casting one last glance at the nondescript building. No one would
guess that it was the only home and headquarters of the Dragons of
Heaven. Six of the Seven Seals lived there, and the Seventh, the girl
from the soapland "Flower," visited with great frequency. Seishirou could
not resist a slight, feline grin. None of the other Dragons of Earth knew
the identity of the Seventh Seal. None of them had been able to track the
Seals to their hideaway, or to discover, let alone pierce, those
shifting, enigmatic wards.
.: So there, little Satsuki-kun. Your computers do not know everything yet. :.
Once more in his apartment, Seishirou stared out the window
speculatively. Subaru was not in either of the two most likely places.
Therefore, he could be anywhere. Tokyo was a very big place, and it would
be too tedious to feel his way across all of it, seeking the occult
brilliance of those stars. There was a quicker way.
He raised the cup to eye level. There was still the slightest hint of
steam rising from it. Good. He blew lightly on the steam, and as it
swirled and spun away from his breath he wove that movement into the
semblance of wings fanning the air, into claws and grey-white feathers,
sharp beak and bright hunter's eyes...a peregrine, pale and ghostly, and
far smaller than the great grey eagle shikigami that he used as a weapon.
He called the bird out of the air and onto his hand. Reaching into
himself, he summoned up the recollection of Subaru, the image and
essence, the soft radiance of life perceived through the conduit of the
bond that marked him--felt the actual bloom of that life then, faint and
tenuous against his palm, and let it pass into the creature he had made.
"Please find this person."
The bird cried without sound, and hurtled from Seishirou in a flash of
translucent feathers, passing through the glass of the window and
disappearing rapidly into the pallid winter sky.
Seishirou took another sip of his coffee, and contemplated snow for a
minute or two.
Like the ringing of struck crystal, the peregrine's psychic cry echoed in
his mind. It had just found its quarry.
Sometimes it was just so much more efficient to delegate matters.
He let his perception fuse with the shiki's, watched the city wheel madly
beneath its circling flight, then felt its small, mindless exultation as
it stooped from the sky toward a certain building, one which, when
Seishirou saw it, was eminently familiar.
Shinjuku General Hospital.
.: Subaru-kun, why am I not surprised? :.
In casting his spell, he had noticed that pulse of life was thinner than
usual...obviously, this was the explanation. Subaru had been ill enough
last night, and after an extended vigil in the cold it was no surprise
that he needed to see a doctor. Subaru had always been vulnerable to
sickness and its complications.
The bird winged invisibly through the substance of the building. Walls
and corridors blurred by it, a flicker in Seishirou's sight. It swerved
left suddenly, flew through a door and between a set of cloth
partition-walls, and alighted on the foot of a bed. Emptily, its yellow
eyes stared at the occupant of that bed, and at the array of monitors,
lights, and transparent strands of tubing that surrounded that person. It
understood none of these things. It knew only that it had achieved the
purpose of its creation, and now it waited with insentient patience for
its form to be dispersed.
Seishirou, who did understand the significance of the equipment, studied
it for a moment through the lens of the bird's sight. Then, with a minor
releasing of his attention, he allowed the shiki to fade back into a
ghost of steam and vanish.
No, he was not surprised at all. He smiled a little at Subaru, who was so
cutely predictable. Of all the onmyouji of the Sumeragi clan since time
out of mind, Subaru had to be the only one who ran himself into the
ground so consistently and with such small regard for his own body. But
this time, he really seemed to have outdone himself.
Seishirou finished his coffee in a leisurely way, and then went to clean
out the cup and the coffeemaker. Once he tidied the place up and put back
his plants, he'd go out. There was that little shrine he had been meaning
to see to, with its kekkai...and perhaps he would stop, on his way, and
pay a brief bedside visit to a certain onmyouji.
* * * * *
Seishirou strode easily down the hospital corridor, carrying a small,
tasteful arrangement of flowers. None of the hurrying doctors or nurses
spared him a second glance. Of course not; after all, he was entirely
unremarkable, and they were much too busy with the victims of an
unsettled city, the people caught in earthquakes, strange explosions,
fires, or simple human violence, like rioting and looting. They had
better things to worry about than whether his visitor's pass was in
order.
Tokyo was not a healthy place to live, these days.
Soon he reached the proper wing of the hospital, and found the room that
he was looking for. He slipped inside. It was a large public ward, but
the bed he wanted was conveniently near the door. Seishirou had been
observing his target for most of the trip, and so he knew that Subaru
presently was unconscious and alone; he therefore stepped through the
privacy curtain with perfect unconcern, not bothering to prepare himself
for discovery or a fight. It seemed as though Subaru was going be out for
a while, and if he threatened to wake he could always be lulled back to
sleep again.
Seishirou drew the curtain closed behind him, and looked down at the
still form of the person he'd come to see. Subaru had certainly had
livelier moments...he was thin and drawn, and the wintery-sky color of
the hospital gown he was wearing did nothing to contrast with the stark
pallor of his skin. One slender arm was flung out from under the covers;
his hand was wrapped in bandages, and they had him on an IV feed. He had
tubes down the throat, too...how unpleasant. All in all, he was looking
less than lovely.
Seishirou cradled the flowers in one arm as he picked up Subaru's chart
from the end of the bed. He peered at the schizoid spiders of the
doctor's handwriting. Advanced pneumonia, frostbite...no loss of digits,
though. Well, that was some good news. Apparently he had been found
unconscious and with no identification: that was even more good fortune.
If his name had hit the hospital's computer banks, it would have all been
over quickly. Seishirou doubted, though, that Satsuki checked up on every
anonymous patient; Subaru was safe from that, at least for now.
.: You've fought her before and won, but right now you're at a bit of a
disadvantage. :.
.: I'd probably have to do something uncivilized, if she tried to interfere
with my fun. :.
He continued to study the chart. That was fairly serious medication, and
Subaru was on some sort of respirator. .: I think you're going to be here
for a while, Subaru-kun. I wonder if your friends are looking for you?
Well, I probably shouldn't stay too long, just in case. Amusing as it
might be to play with them, I do have errands I need to attend to. They
would only be a distraction, and not so very appealing a one. :.
He would go in one more moment, he decided, but--he glanced at the
monitors. He just wanted to do his own examination first. Those vital
signs looked rather poor...and the record on the chart was puzzling.
Not responding to treatment...?
Seishirou let the chart drop back into its place, and he walked up toward
the head of the bed. He reached to brush back the dark bangs, touched
Subaru's burning forehead; he ran his hand down the length of the thin
arm, and measured the thread of the pulse. He frowned just a little.
No, that wasn't very good.
Seishirou passed his hand over Subaru's face and down across his body:
not actually touching him this time, but probing for inner energies, the
bright, fiery currents of life. After a moment, he stopped short. He went
back and checked the life force again,thoroughly, just to be sure, and he
found the same thing. It was...weak. In fact, it was very weak, much
weaker than it should be--that fire was barely perceptible at all. It was
a scant flickering under his fingertips that wavered, and at times hinted
that it might disappear. He dug deeper into Subaru, eyes half-closed as
he concentrated on sensations other than sight or physical feeling. He
brought his hand to rest over the other's, over the mark that was there,
and let that serve as a channel guiding him far into the tenor of
Subaru's body. A dim light pulsed through the bandages, the keen lines of
the star diffused by the gauze into a featureless glow. The heart rate on
the monitor fluttered slightly and he felt the small increase of its beat
through those other senses--Subaru's reaction on an unconscious level to
this invasion--but it was a surface matter only, and not what he sought
to uncover.
Seishirou reached down as far as he could go without entering the inner
landscape of Subaru's heart. He touched the place where spirit joined
with body, the true source from which that life, that fire, sprang, but
it felt cold under his touch, and somehow empty, like a room on which the
door had just been shut and locked. Empty.... He laid gentle,
noncorporeal "fingers" on Subaru's will to live and he felt...ash.
Ash.
Seishirou moved his hand away, ending the exploration. He rubbed his
fingers together absently, as if the sensation was from something that
might linger on his physical being.
It was not the feel of that death which he dealt in. The death he brought
came swiftly, with surprise--the sudden strike out of the dark, the
ordinary and familiar turned to something "other." It was not this slow,
extended fading-out of life. Nonetheless, he recognized these signs. This
kind of thing....
It was something that most medical doctors never comprehended, and even
if they did, were not able to treat. No one could. It was the person's
inner self that decided to live or not live, and if the will chose not to
fight then all the medicines or machines in the world could not save more
than an empty, hollow shell. A hearth without a fire....
A place without inhabitant.
Without any desire to live, Subaru would die here. He wouldn't even last
until the final day.
It seemed their game was already over.
Seishirou gazed at the thirteenth head of the Sumeragi clan, unconscious
in the hospital bed. Around them the machines hummed softly, and
occasionally pinged. He looked down into that stillness and wondered, as
he sometimes did, about the impulses that moved other people, or that
failed to move them sufficiently.
He couldn't imagine what it was like, just to give up on life like that.
.: What happened, Subaru-kun? I wonder what it was that broke you, after
hanging on this long? Did you just fail one too many times? I thought you
were a little bit stronger than that. :.
.: In the end, it seems not even your "one wish" was enough to keep you
alive.... :.
To have Subaru give out on him like this was something of a let-down.
He'd rather been looking forward to the end.
.: I should have expected it, though. You've always been ready to lie down
and die, sometimes for the most ridiculous of reasons. :.
.: You've given me the win so easily. :.
.: You didn't even really try to fight. :.
.: Well, now you're dead, Subaru-kun...and after all the time I've put into
you, it's sort of a pathetic way to end matters, isn't it? :.
.: Whether I kill you, whether I just leave you to die here--there's hardly
any difference at all. :.
It made the whole affair rather stupid and pointless.
.: But I'll kill you anyway, before I go. You are my kill, after all. :.
.: Still, it's pathetic.... :.
.: Was this what you were heading toward, all that time? :.
.: Is this all that you're good for, Subaru-kun? :.
Seishirou stared down into the bed, feeling his jaw set in what he
admitted to be disappointment, and he felt something else then, a strange
tension in himself, an unaccustomed tightness in his body that matched a
sort of mental resistance: a emotion that felt hot and sour and at the
same time sweet in its unfamiliarity--
Anger.
Subaru had managed to make him angry, just the littlest bit.
The feeling stopped him instantly, and he savored it, the differentness
of it. Rare, rare for anything to disrupt his usual equilibrium. Pleasure
or displeasure, amusement or boredom, those sensations were one thing,
but anger...he could count on one hand the number of times he'd been
angry since he'd come into his full power, and he'd probably have fingers
left over for the "victory" sign. There were just so few things that
could thwart what he desired.
With all the other emotions that he did not know, that he had never felt
at all, simply to feel this one little spark was to him a most amazing
thing.
He stood there and explored the feeling with fascination until it started
to fade. Then he turned his attention back to its cause.
.: Subaru-kun, :. he thought, and smiled.
.: Maybe you've given up. :.
.: But I haven't. :.
.: You're not going to escape me quite that easily. :.
.: Most definitely not. :.
Seishirou took a moment to deposit his flowers beside a neighboring
patient. The person would be surprised upon waking.... As he returned to
Subaru's bedside, he flung the swift, subtle touch of a spell over the
mind of the attendant at the nurses' station, who was supposed to be
watching the patient monitors. A simple distraction, and the assurance
that nothing whatsoever could be out of the ordinary...the attendant was
appallingly easy to distract. Satisfied with his result, Seishirou
lingered only a moment, looking down at his currently unresponsive prey,
before he leaned over the bed and began confidently to detach Subaru from
the machines.
As he did so, Seishirou suddenly grinned.
He'd never stolen a body from a hospital before.
It promised to be entertaining.
* * * * *
Seishirou flipped back the covers one-handed, and eased his "guest" down
onto the bed. Subaru was heavier than the boy he had been, but certainly
still manageable. Straightening, Seishirou surveyed the sprawled form.
Then, shrugging out of his coat, he went to hang it up; came back, stowed
Subaru's belongings, and began to disentangle him from the hospital
blanket.
There had been no complications. Under the guise of illusion, no one had
even seen them leave the hospital: Seishirou had just walked out, with
Subaru over his shoulder. After that, a "borrowed" car had gotten them
back to his neighborhood without much fuss.... It had been a while since
he'd driven, and he'd forgotten how much fun it could be. He had been
circumspect, though, and the transportation in question was now resting
happily on a side street a safe distance from this building, not even
scratched. Then a short walk, and a quick trip up in the freight elevator
to the apartment, and here they were. Subaru had stirred and whimpered a
little in the car, threatening to wake, but a light touch on his mind had
sent him back into unconsciousness. Otherwise, the trip had been
perfectly quiet.
Really, the whole thing had been pretty easy.
He unwrapped Subaru the rest of the way from the blanket, and began to
arrange him on the mattress. He couldn't resist running fingers gently
through Subaru's hair as he laid the young man's head on the pillow.
Subaru had always had such soft hair, as light to the touch as the down
feathers of a bird...much finer than was usual for dark hair. Seishirou
trailed his fingers through it again, and then ran them slowly around
behind the ear and down onto Subaru's neck, to feel for the pulse again.
Faint, as was to be expected. He cupped his hand lightly under Subaru's
jaw, cocked his head and listened to the wet, almost bubbling rasp of
Subaru's breathing, which had grown more labored during their journey.
Soon he was going to have to do something about that.
Seishirou lay Subaru on his back, and straightened out his legs. He
really was too thin for his height.... The hospital gown had ridden up a
little; Seishirou went to pull it down, and it was then that he noticed
the two small scars on the front of Subaru's thigh. They intrigued
him--he didn't have any idea how Subaru had come by them--and he examined
them closely. Short, each only a couple of inches long, and very
straight...it had been a cutting tool of some sort. Too crude to be
wind-razors, though, and besides these were stab wounds, not slashes. It
had not been a sword, either, from the size of the cuts, so most likely a
knife.... Seishirou touched the scars, probing them carefully. Magically
healed as well, he suspected. The smoothness and subtle silvering of the
scars gave it away.
If they had been magically healed, Subaru could have acquired them any
time in the last nine years. Not knowing "when," Seishirou surely
couldn't determine "how" or "why." But maybe he could do something to
find out.
.: Jealous lover, Subaru-kun? :. he mused. .: Well, at least they missed. :.
Seishirou tugged down the hem of the gown. He pulled the covers over
Subaru, drew the arms out and laid them on top of the bedspread. Having
settled Subaru more or less to his satisfaction, he noted once again the
effort Subaru was making to breathe, and decided he probably ought to get
to work.
He sat down on the edge of the bed, one leg curled underneath him, and
closed his eyes. Reaching inside himself, he swept away all distractions
with the swift ease of practice, finding the center he needed almost
instantly. A breath...another breath...he breathed into the stillness of
magic, that place of clear and perfect intention, and from that clarity
he put forth a silent call.
He nudged at the "mind" of the barrow tree, and it stirred to his touch.
.: Hello, :. he said.
.: You, :. the spirit acknowledged, recognizing him. Seishirou caressed it
with his will and it submitted at once. It opened up to him even as it
lapsed back into slumber, and he reached into its restless, dreamless
sleep, into its heart, to tap its core of power. He brought that power
back, into himself.
Fire.
Red and gold fire moved into him, fire that was not swift but slow, as
slow as sap rising in ancient branches, fire that did not sear with pain
but that burned nonetheless, a sweet, fierce almost-pleasure that pulsed
in every part of his blood. Fire of life and growth...fire springing from
the ashes of death....
Fire. His heart beat more quickly, and he could feel the sweat break
out. On one level he registered these changes, while at the same time he
concentrated on the power itself, on embracing it fully, and turning it
to his desire.
He tamed it. Inside him, the power coiled and flowed ceaselessly,
contained by his will. At its touch, the incipient ache in his back faded
away; the desire he'd been feeling for a cigarette vanished. He shaped
its force slightly, while he was at it, and let it pass through his
lungs, clearing away the damage that smoking inevitably caused.
Seishirou opened his eyes then, still holding onto power. The room around
him seemed exceptionally vivid, every detail sharp and immediate. The
living things--himself, the plants, and Subaru--were almost shining, as
if their edges had been limned with light.
He reached out and placed one hand on Subaru's forehead, while with the
other he took up one of Subaru's bandaged hands. Bringing it to his face,
he touched the back of it to his lips.... He opened the way between them,
letting that healing fire travel into Subaru's body, and the power swept
in as irresistibly as a tide, though Seishirou muted a small part of its
force by channeling it through himself. It flowed into every part of
Subaru, a liquid, burning stream that surrounded each physical illness,
each hurt, and dissolved it to nothing, that took all pain and weakness
and in their place restored the body's inner strength, its natural
inclination toward health and life.
It took only moments as Seishirou guided the energy through Subaru,
watching closely to be sure that nothing was missed. As he did so, he
passed his awareness over that one thing he was curious about, those
scars...recent, he discovered, a week or two at most. That was
intriguing.... Then the healing was completed, and, satisfied, he
unloosed the magic's power. The flow of fire surged back into its place,
returning to the sakura, all but the small residue caught in their
bodies, which Seishirou allowed to bleed off into the air. Light, that
red and gold entwined, spiraled out around the two of them, dripped tiny
flames of brightness before vanishing.
In the stillness of the next instant, Subaru took a slow, deep breath,
and then after it second, clear and without any trace of difficulty.
Seishirou lowered the hand from his face. He unwound the bandages on it,
freeing Subaru's fingers; turned Subaru's hand in his own. No blisters,
no mark of frostbite. Seishirou touched the pulse point at the wrist and
felt the steady strength of its beat.
Good.
Seishirou made sure that the bonds of sleep were secure on Subaru, and
then stood up and stretched, shaking off the lingering, distracting
energy of the healing magic. It had worked very well. He had never healed
anything so serious, had in fact never healed anybody but himself, and
that only very minor things, but he had been fairly confident that he
could manage this. In fact, had his eye not been injured in the middle of
a hospital, in front of doctors and nurses who immediately took him into
their care and who had certain expectations of the duration of the
healing process, he probably could have fixed that as well. Perhaps the
doctors' surgery and medicines were to blame, or perhaps they were not,
but by the time he had extricated himself and turned his attention to
such matters it seemed that some window of opportunity had passed.
Nothing he had tried had had any effect upon his damaged vision.
Oh, well...it was not that important, and right now he had other things
to concern himself with. Healing Subaru physically was only half the
battle.
He'd get to the next bit in a minute.
Seishirou walked around the room until he felt reasonably settled, then
went back to sit by Subaru again.
.: Feeling better, Subaru-kun? I imagine you are. :.
.: Now that we've taken care of your body, it's time to do something about
your spirit. :.
.: I think I know what the problem is, and it's probably my doing. I left
you alone for far too long. I let the trail get too cold, and you've
always been a low-key sort of person, haven't you? You're very passive,
when left to yourself. Perhaps you need a little more encouragement, a
little inspiration. :.
.: I think it's definitely time to stir the pot. :.
He noticed that he had only unbandaged one of Subaru's hands, and he
stretched across Subaru's body to get the other one. He unwrapped the
gauze, and then, still leaning over Subaru, he paused. His gaze had
caught on Subaru's face, which no longer had that bluish paleness, or the
deep shadows under the eyes. From there he found it wandering, tracing
the vulnerable arch of Subaru's throat as he lay with his head turned
slightly to one side, traveling down the vague outline of his body, all
that was revealed beneath the blankets; and Seishirou felt the sudden,
distinct urge then to touch both what he saw and what he didn't, became
aware of the familiar sensations of desire.
He chuckled at himself. Healing magic did have certain side effects.
It was true, too, that he had always found Subaru extremely attractive.
He smiled, remembering how long and seriously he had debated with himself
at the beginning of the year of their bet. If he were truly to behave as
if he "loved" someone, if he were to protect that person from everything,
did that forbid him from seducing the person in question? He had wanted
to achieve verisimilitude, after all...it was the same pride in his art
that led him to perfect his illusions, down to the last detail. In the
end, he had come to the conclusion that it was purely situational. To
"take advantage" of Subaru would be "wrong," but if Subaru offered him
any encouragement, any answering sign of desire, Seishirou was permitted
to consider him fair game. Unfortunately, Subaru had been impossibly
naive, not to mention vehemently modest, and had ignored or fled in panic
from any suggestion. So much for that.
.: Every life has its lost opportunities...ah, well. :.
He picked up the gauze and began rolling it. Fortunately, he had never
invested himself too heavily in sex. It was a pleasant and necessary
release, one he made sure to get often enough that frustration never
distracted him from more important things, but it also tended to cause
complications. For that reason, he had been sticking with paid
professionals recently. It was just so much tidier and more convenient.
He finished with the bandages, went and got a drink of water, and by the
time he came back to the bed he had managed to put the inclination out of
his mind, at least for the moment. He sat down again and laid his hand
over Subaru's face, fingers once more touching the forehead lightly.
Taking a few deep breaths, he found his way back to center.
"Soubou akyasha..." he whispered then, from that place, "...kyarbaya
on arikya...maribori sowaka."
He did not always use the words. He chose to this time, as a focus. It
was not a time to allow distraction.
"Soubou akyasha...kyarbaya on arikya...maribori sowaka."
This was the potentially difficult and dangerous action...
...to enter another person's heart...
...especially a person who was your enemy.
"Soubou...akyasha.... Kyarbaya...on arikya.... Maribori...."
He let his conscious mind slip free, from one body into another.
Falling...
"...sowaka."
...into the dark.
He landed softly, and gazed around himself. It always amazed him how dark
it was inside other people--how dark their dreams were, too. Seishirou
rarely dreamed, but when he did he found himself in endlessly open,
radiant spaces, luminous and clear...never in such darkness.
And Subaru was in here, somewhere. Seishirou began to search, moving as
silently, as softly as he was able to through that black and empty
space--and the movement was very silent, very soft indeed. With the ease
of power and the grace of long familiarity, he made himself seem no more
than a part of that soundless darkness, invisible to any observation.
There was always danger from the innermost defenses of a person, if one
was seen as an invader: the threat of psychic rejection at best, and, at
worst, outright attack.
Seishirou did not intend to be seen at all...not yet. He would find
Subaru first.
.: I marked you, :. Seishirou thought, .: and you're here. :.
.: Certainly, I'll find you. :.
It was that surety which led him, as he had known it would: the knowledge
of Subaru which was the inner world reflection of those Sakurazukamori
stars engraved onto the flesh. In this place, it was the thought that was
important, and it was that which brought him at last to a place very deep
in Subaru's heart.
Seishirou looked at the barrier that was before him. It was black against
the blackness all around. The surface, though, seemed almost to catch a
light that wasn't there. It had the shimmering, reflective quality of a
soap bubble, and that sense of delicacy, but it was not at all
transparent. Nor, Seishirou suspected, was it quite so fragile.
He walked around it. It was in fact a globe, but not so very large--a
little larger than a person. It seemed to float there weightlessly. Of
course, there wasn't really ground to float above, just space, and
Seishirou was only "walking" because he liked to imagine that he was, but
he knew better than to worry much about these things. Instead, he
continued to study the sphere.
.: Soap bubble indeed, :. he thought, amused.
.: Or a pearl, maybe. :.
.: A Dragon's pearl.... :.
A little daringly, Seishirou put out his hand and touched the surface. It
was neither cool nor warm and the texture felt like glass, but when he
tapped it gently his fingers made no sound at all.
.: Interesting. :.
He left his hand there a moment longer as he finished assessing the
barrier, and then decisively he drew it back.
He called power into it--
--and struck--
He hit the barrier hard, and it shattered in absolute silence, broke into
large and jagged pieces as though it were glass after all. Black shards
hung in midair, revolving slowly, soundlessly, obscuring what lay beyond,
but then through them he caught a glimpse--
--a glimpse of Subaru, turning to look at him: a stark flash of wild
green eyes as Subaru saw him at that moment, as Subaru recognized him
and was shocked aware--
"Subaru-kun," Seishirou said, smiling, "it's me."
And he leaped out of Subaru's heart.
Inumaki is "Japanese yew" (Podocarpus macrophyllus).
Dieffenbachia is also known as "dumb cane." It's poisonous; if you taste
it, it renders you speechless and in much pain. Gee, kind of like
Subaru....
You all should know what ferns and ivies are. :)
If Subaru passed out in Ueno Park, he probably shouldn't be in Shinjuku
General Hospital, but I wasn't sure what hospital was nearest the park,
and
anyway, I liked the circularity of having him end up back there. Maybe he
came to, wandered around the city for a while, and then collapsed again.
Who knows?
:)
Seishirou's spell to enter Subaru's heart is the usual one that Subaru
uses in the mangas. Credit should go to C. Sue Shambaugh's translation.